~ O's Quotes... ~

~ Love is in the details.. ~

I so agree with Oprah..

I love your little gestures even if you don't realize it B...

~ LeSSon S FroM Queen V.. ~

When I'm over sulking or mad at B.. I suddenly feel the urge of missing him so much..

All those times where my emotions is spent on getting furious at him feels like a waste of time..

I'm so thankful that we're not the type of couple that will sulk or brood over things more than a day as I know that I can't stand getting mad at him or anybody else for that matter.

Being mad or having a silent treatment sucks as it feels like you're on a rocking chair.

You're moving forward and back... But in the end you're still at the same place.

I remembered the Movie of Young Victoria.. She has gotten into a fight with her husband
( Prince Albert) the night before and being a devoted husband he ignored the fact that they're fighting and still followed her for her royal duties.

During the ride, there was an attempt to assassinate the Queen but to her husband's bravery he spared her by diving in front of her to dodge the bullet.

He was injured badly and the Queen was by his bed side regretting the spat that they had had earlier.

Thank god in that story they get to make up and live happily ever after.

So from now on.. I will remember of Queen Victoria's life lesson not to argue for a long time or drag it out.

As life changes and we might regret it later...

Gosh I miss B so much right now.. Will try your so called training k.. Muaaahhhhsssssss...

~ TraiNinG SeSSionS.... ~

Huwaaaaa.. I hate it when I'm jealous for nothing as its just a minor thing.

Being B.. If he's not in the wrong he wont' entertain you which makes sense.

He'd ignore it and make it as if nothing is wrong. Even if I'm being a sour grape he'll just pretend

that everything is fine.

While being me on the other hand.. I just can't let this thing hang over my shoulder and that's

when I'd confront him.

Up front I ask why he's ignoring the fact that his dearest girlfriend is sulking and brooding over

last night's topic.

So this is my dearest dearest B's answer to that question...

OR in other words...

his lame excuse..

Here goes... it is because he wants to train me not to get so uptight about my PMS and try not to

be that emotional but think logically instead..

When he says that suddenly I laughed.. Huwaaaaa... Memang tak jadi la kan nk mengada..

Because what B says is so true.. I don't think at all when I'm PMSing..

My emotion rules me instead..

Most importantly.. I just want the attention.. Which I already have..

But still don't know why I just need it more.

Selfish.... YESSSSS!! ESPECIALLY NOW...

Thanx B for my so called training.. hahaha..

~ Cherating Madness ~

I'm going out of my mind..

I'm seriously missing B like crazy since he's so far away..

I've been looking through his pictures wherever and in whatever form I can get my hands on.

From my computer, FB, Picasa and even going through other people FB.

HEEELLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

Seriously gotta sleep going cuckoo already..

P.S The worst thing of all is that when I told him that " I miss him" he just kept quiet.

Eeeeeiiiiiiiiii geram nyerrrrrrrrrrr coz he's on malas nak layan mode...

~ My WeDDinG Song~

Today B finished work early as he had 'jamming session' and he had to practice Faizal Tahir's song Sampai Syurga. So I told him to practice with me as I miss hearing him sing. After he finishes I told him can he sing that song as our wedding song. Without hesitation he said that he wants to sing Eric Clapton's song Change The World. Yeay!!! B will be singing at our wedding. Can't wait for that beautiful day..

I also asked him to sing Shania Twain's song which is my favourite.. From This Moment..